To Whom It May Concern

1.  Wag kang masyadong magpakita ng motibo, konti na lang mahuhulog na ako sayo.

2. Pasensya ka na, ikaw kasi, inilalayo mo sarili mo samin.

3. Salamat sa lahat lahat, patawarin mo ko kung nagawan kita ng kalokohan, si number 6 kasi. Haha!


4. Salamat sayo, hanga ako sayo, ang strong ng personality mo, never lose hope, I know God is always there for     you, god sees your perseverance.


5. Salamat ng maraming marami, nagpapasalamat ako sa Diyos at nakilala kita, patawarin mo ko kung nagiging unfair ako sayo minsan, salamat sa tiwala, marami pa tayong pagsasamahan.


6. Salamat sayo, lagi kitang namimiss kapag hindi kita nadadalaw, itanung mo pa kay number 4.


7. I don’t know you that much, minsan kwentuhan tayo.


8. Salamat pero hindi ko gusto yung ginagawa ko, patawarin nyo ko kung next year wala na ako.


9. You’re making me worse!


10. Hindi kita masyadong nakakakwentuhan, sana mas lalo pa kitang makilala at makabonding.

7 Years Old Again

December 04, 2010 is a day full of fun and happiness!

At around 5pm, we have had our 1^st English Guild Christmas Party. Champ and I are not really part of that org, we’re not officers and we’re not even members. We were just invited by Kevin to render a song number. We really enjoyed the celebration with all those crazy and exciting games. Kuya Evan, the master of ceremony, is really good at throwing jokes! I can’t help myself but laugh each moment! No dull moments indeed!

The party ends at around 9pm. Neil, Kevin, Champ and I decided to stay in Freedom Park. When we’re already there, there are just a few students. We were like crazy people on stage, singing out loud; imagining that moment as our first concert at the Big Dome. Haha! We were like kids that moment. We we’re shouting, screaming, laughing, talking to our imaginary audiences; not minding the people around us. Afterwards, we played “Mataya-taya” (have I spelled it correctly?). we’re chasing one after another, running, screaming and catching our breaths. It was fun! I feel like I am 7 years old again, where all I want is to play, play and play.

After doing all those childish stuffs, we’re already tired and I decided to go home; it’s too late, it’s already 10:30 pm. As I walk away from them, I’ve felt this feeling of confusion. I am confused whether to go home or not; my feet are moving forward but my mind is still with them. Although I really want to stay, I chose to go home instead, because I really have to. Hahaha! That was really funny! It was a remarkable experience for all of us.

 When I got home, while lying on my bed before I sleep, I’ve formulated another definition for happiness….. when you feel like you’re 7 years old again, and you just do whatever you love to do,,,, that’s happiness.

Expectation Hurts

"What we anticipate seldom occurs, what we least expected usually happens.",,, Have you ever been in a situation that makes this line true? Have you ever expected something to happen but sadly it didn't happen? I don't know what your answer is,, but as for me,, yes,, I'm in the same situation right now. Just a few hours ago,, I have this feeling of disappointment, not for another person, but rather for myself,, I was disappointed because I wasn't able to hit my target grade in our last quiz in Circuits,, it may not be a big deal for you,,, but for me it's significant,,, I was really confident before that I'll be able to get perfect or at least a high score in our last quiz... I was expecting I will be able to pass that exam,,, but sadly,,, when our professor gave us the results today,, Surprisingly I failed  =(  my score is way too far from my expectations,,, While I was holding my test paper, I suddenly felt the shame; and that situation just broke my heart... I really want to cry that moment,, my tears are just about to fall,, but I just controlled myself and chose to remain silent,, keeping my disappointment inside,,, =( Hearing some of  my classmates cheer because they passed the test makes me feel small and unable,,, it also makes me feel like I'm not good.. BUT then, i suddenly realize I should not feel that way,,, instead I should be thankful to God because still, I got higher score compared to my other classmates,,, I realize I should not think of myself as small and unable,,, because i have a BIG GOD that is able and powerful.... maybe God has a purpose why He let this thing happen to me,, probably He's trying to teach me a lesson that i should keep in mind,,, This day might have been a very bad day for me,, I still thank God for He turned this day as a BLESSING,,,

Unwritten Pasts

I just realize how amazing it is if I will be able to write everything about myself. I would like to give thanks to my Besbro,,, He's the one who encouraged me to create my own blog account :-) ,, If not because of him I will not be able to experience how fun it is to have your own page. By the way, enough for that, I'll tell you now something that is personal,, In my 18 years of existence, there are lots of things that had happened,, if oceans will serve as ink,, and heaven as the paper,, I tell you, they're not enough if you will ask me to write all the remarkable memories of my past! If I can only write them all here in this page, I definitely would; but sadly, that is not possible anymore :-(  I've already forgotten all the dates, the event and the people involved. Anyway, I need not to be sad, I need not to regret,, because there's still more to come! More fun, more adventure, more excitement and more blessings to come! I promise I will not forget to write them all in this page; not even a simple event... I need to sleep, it's too late, it's already morning, I still have classes later.......zZZzZZzz.....